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Saturday, January 14th, 2006
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i'm done with it all. i WANT to be single. epiphany of the century... i should probably hold out until i'm ready to be with someone exclusively, be able to give them 100% of myself emotionally, and know that it's who God wants me to be dating, or marry for that matter. i know it sounds cheesy, but i'm kind of excited to pursue this new found freedom from the dating world. hallelujah! haha.
<3 brittney
ps. if you catch me falling for someone new, stop me! haha.
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Sunday, January 8th, 2006
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what the hell is wrong with me?! i fall too hard too fast! and even now, i know i'm over-reacting, which is, aparently, what i do best. brett and i are fine, and somehow i've still managed to make a big deal over nothing. and i know that because i'm freaking out about nothing, i'm pushing him away, and even though i really want to be with him, i can't stop myself from freaking out. i know i sabatoge relationships. it's nothing new. why can't i learn patience, or how to be one of those girls that just doesn't care? i mean, i used to act in high school, so why can't i at the very least even PRETEND that the little things don't bother me? or how about this, how about i grow a little mustard seed sized faith and put it all in God's hands? hmmm... seems a bit to easy and out of my control... which i don't like... but hell, nothing else has worked...
<3 brittney
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Sunday, January 1st, 2006
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i'm the most insecure girl on the planet. take a number.
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Sunday, December 25th, 2005
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boy i think that i'm in love with you.
i'm doing silly things when it comes to you.
<3
EDIT: i think i also need therapy. whenever i like someone a lot i get sad and weird over the littlest, stupidest things. help!
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Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
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me and gwen stefani have a hott date tonight at td waterhouse. be jealous. :)
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Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
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here's the thing. i am a creature of habit. i eat the same thing at the same resturants. i watch the same t.v. shows that i tivo. and like carrie bradshaw once noticed of herself, i date the same guy over and over and over again. but is that so bad? i used to be the "no type" type, but lately, i feel like i've dated the tattooed, rock 'n roll boy who will never be a stronger christian than me. i've definitely found "my type", and well, at least i know what i like. but is that type even any good for me. (or for hayden?) so what happens if i step out of my box? what happens if the guy doesn't have tattoos, or has only been to 3 "concerts" in his whole life, or doesn't know what the word "indie" really means? would it be pointless because we have nothing in common, or would it be a learning expierence for both of us? i just feel stuck in a rut, if you will. i want to be married, what girl doesn't? but i don't think HE exists. obviously i'm probably "looking" in all the wrong places... myspace, match.com, clubs. but the guys that are hott and nice from church, well, we have NOTHING in common... err... what's a girl to do? sorry for the venting. whew. i needed that.
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Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005
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don't worry folks. the sigh was a good one. as in, *sigh*, i have a new boy making me smile this week. god i hope he's a keeper!
<3 brittney
ps. he's totally into MOMS! hahhahahahhahaha! i <3 it!
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Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
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Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
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so, i spent the good part of monday talking to him, and the good part of tuesday trying to figure out if i was reading too far into it. but this morning, at about 2 a.m., i got my answer. after a long night of playing with hayden together, eating pizza, watching bad 70's gameshows, and listening to a bunch of hip hop i'd never even heard of (but liked, surprisingly) he gave me a bit of a back rub and leaned in for the kill. haha. and i couldn't have been more delighted! ...or taken aback, seeing as though we hadn't really been flirting with one another. but here's my theory: there's something about this amazing florida air in november. it makes you wanna kiss someone. and if you actually get the chance to, it makes a great kiss an even better one. oh my, how quickly the "seasons" of our lives change. and how quickly one great kiss can make all that anger and bitterness and fear melt away. yeah, so needless to say... thanks for the kiss. :)
my birthday is in t-minus 18 days! in the infamous words of jimmy eat world, i'll be 23! woo-hoo! so, what are you going to buy me? i would like gift cards to places like american eagle and old navy. i need some new winter clothes.
oh yeah, so i'm typing at you from my brand new computer which i purchased yesterday! it's nothing fancy, but all i do is check my email and myspace. haha. so it's super sufficient!
hayden was PERFECT on halloween by the way! i took him to the mall to go trick-or-treating and he had a blast! he was by far the freaking cutest kid there!!!
okay, well enough of this. i have to get ready for work now. :( have a blessed day boys and girls!!!
<3 brittney
ps. ashli- don't say a word! :) azuree- he kept calling you my "narwhale friend," haha!
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Monday, October 31st, 2005
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry it's so blurry. it's a picture of a picture. more good ones tomorrow. promise.
<3 brittney & hayden
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Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
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the weather (minus any hurricanes) is becomming beautiful and hayden will be a duck for halloween. i'm going to see gwen stefani live in concert on december 20th. happy birthday/christmas to me! boys are a-holes and should be treated as such. jevon (although a boy, not who i was referring to with the a-hole comment) and i have been talking again. not "talking" but just talking. ya know, like what humans do. my friend jason sold me his huge t.v. for $50. i like it. work is getting stale... and changes are a-comin'. i'll keep you posted. livejournal is dying thanks to myspace. even i can attest to taking part in its demise. oh yeah, i'm in a band of sorts. well, so far its me & 2 other people. we've written 3 songs already. which to you like better- dreams in flight or midnight radio? will you come to our first show? thanks friends. love ya'll.
<3 brittney
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Saturday, September 17th, 2005
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so all of my entries lately have been about boys and dating. oh well... i hung out with this boy charles last night and i really enjoy his company. but again, another guy i have absolutely nothing (spiritually or politically) in common with. he's a hell of a kisser though... :) i told him that i'm absolutely NOT looking to get into another relationship (which is sort of true. i mean, i would be "ready" if the right guy came along) and that i enjoyed hanging out and wanted to continue doing so. the only thing is, i think i'd be a little bummed if he suddenly got a girlfriend or stopped wanting to hang out with me. i mean, it wouldn't kill me or anything, and i'd just move on, but i definetely love that he thinks i'm funny and laughs at my lame jokes, and tells me i'm ah-dorable! so the qestion is, is it possible to not be emotionally attached to someone who's company you thoroughly enjoy?
ps. i feel like carrie bradshaw.
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Monday, September 12th, 2005
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EDIT FOR PREVIOUS ENTRY:
and because of my new found knowledge of boys and the way they work, i figured i do some dating in the meantime. so, i've been "hanging out with": jason, charles, kevin, adam, and have been propositioned for dates from mark and jonathan. ooh, what a lucky duck i am. and by duck, i mean, girl.
<3 brittney
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Sunday, September 11th, 2005
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so, i started reading "he's just not that into you." my biggest lightbulb moment so far? if he's not calling, he's just not that into you. c'mon guys. admit it. if you were REALLY REALLY into a girl you wouldn't do any of the following: not call, not want to hang out, not tell your friends about her, make excuses that you're just too busy, say you'll do something and then not do it, not want to "take her off the market" so to speak so no one else can have her, and so on. do us all a favor and don't waste our time. we're onto you guys... us ladies... we're onto you.
<3 brittney
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Monday, September 5th, 2005
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so i had a very heated discussion with jason last night about politics and religion. i hated it. he made me feel shitty for voting for bush. how was i supposed to know that the man would be out playing golf during one of the largest natural disasters ever!? how was i to know when i voted for him months ago that anything like this would happen and troops wouldn't be deployed until it was "too little too late?" what people (democrates) seem to think is that i actually AGREE with the way theings are being handled... and i DON'T! i'm just as appaulled and saddened as everyone else. so just because i voted for the guy, i don't think i should be made to feel like this is some how my fault. like i could have stopped a freaking hurricane with my bare hands. allow me to reittereate... I ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY DISAGREE WITH HOW PRESIDENT BUSH HAS HANDLED THIS ENTIRE SITUATION! as far as religion goes, jason and i are not only on different pages, we're on OPPOSITE ones. it sucks cause he's a really sweet guy, but it would never work between us, because we're both so super opinionated about our beliefs and we completely and utterly disagree with one another. oh well, we've agreed to disagree and just be friends. its for the best anyway. just thought i'd share.
<3 brittney
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Thursday, September 1st, 2005
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so i wanted jevon and i to stay friends. doesn't every girl wanna keep that "ex-boyfriend door" open? anyway, a part of me got upset that we're "friends" now and that he never calls. and then i thought about it some more. and honestly, like none of me guys friends call me. i mean, randomly, out of the blue, they'll call, but for the most part, the only guys who call me are guys that are into me. so if jevon's not into me anymore, it makes sense that he almost never calls, right? ... just thought i'd share. get both guys' and girls' opinions. awesome.
<3 brittney
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Sunday, August 28th, 2005
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so i'm sick. err. it sucks. i stayed home from work today which was kind of fantastic. which is my new favorite word by the way.
i talked to azuree last night. that was good. and i've been hanging out with this boy jason. we're gonna make beautiful music together. no seriously. he's doing a solo project but needs a chick singer for some covers. woohoo. i'm excited.
and i'm going to this tattoo shop tomorrow called ink line, its here in orlando. this guy kevin wants to do my back piece for free. hehehhehhehehe. me=stoked! haha, i said stoked.
i love tom gustafson. did you know that? yeah, well i do. he makes me smile. he's such a nice boy and loves jesus so much and loves hummus.
<3 brittney
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Friday, August 12th, 2005
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the Idiot Savant
(23% dark, 57% spontaneous, 57% vulgar) |
your humor style:
VULGAR | SPONTANEOUS | LIGHT
You like things silly, immediate, and, above all, outrageous. Ixne on the subtle word play, more testicles on fire, please. People like you are the most likely to RECEIVE internet forwards--and also the most likely to save them in a special folder entitled 'HOLY SHIT'.
Because it's so easily appreciated, and often wacky and physical, your sense of humor never ceases to amuse your friends. Most realize that there's a sly intelligence and a knowing wink to your tastes. Your sense of humor could be called 'anti-pretentious'--but paradoxically enough, that indicates you're smarter than most.
PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Johnny Knoxville - Jimmy Kimmel
AND FINALLY -- after you rate my test with a sweet, sweet '5' -- you must take this test next: The Genghis Khan Genetic Fitness Test. It's not mine, but it rocks.
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 5% on dark |
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You scored higher than 90% on spontaneous |
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You scored higher than 94% on vulgar |
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so as much as i love tiffany and completely enjoyed our 5 hour shopping spree on friday, i can't help but miss little miss azuree norman! ya know she's all grown up now, with her big fancy apartment and her rockin' new job. i read your post ms. norman on girls having boyfriends/love interests and how summertime must be, in fact, for love and whatnot, and i must say... i am a single lady with yes, quite the "like interest" at the moment, but i thoroughly enjoy your company and only wish you graced me with it more often. i know work is long and so is mine, but we should coordinate some lovely hang out time. tiffany included.
that's all i have to say about that.
hayden's vocabulary has broadened even in the last few days. he now says cookie, turtle, nemo, and yellow. i love him!
and brandon is the new man in my life... i met him on match.com. yes, it's true. don't judge. actually, stop being a skeptic like i was and just try it. i mean, what the hell have you got to lose?
other than all of that, my life has been pretty ho hum lately. make it interesting, okay? :)
<3 brittney
ps. what's the most craziest/illegal thing you've ever done?
me... i was in a major bind one day... and stole $10 in gasoline.
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Thursday, July 28th, 2005
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*tiffany effing freeman might be working at nordstrom in cosmetics with me! woohoo!!!!
*i met someone. his name is brandon. he's jevon but nicer and a more sincere christian and lives closer and has a career! eek! yay!
*i'm listening to lindsay lohan. hehe.
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